I just watched an amazing video that I played on "accident". It was so me...and I needed it. It was famous photographer who shockingly has the same fears, doubts and self suffocating habits that I do. Who knew!? So I'm changing it. 2015 is going to be different. My blog is going to become a reality...I am going to be brave enough to do what I want, without the inner voice telling me I can't...or I'm not good enough. The only person hindering me is me. It's always been my thing. I got a degree in accounting but didn't take the CPA exam because of all the excuses I made...but the real reason was I didn't think I would pass, and what you don't take you don't fail. So I turned to my little hobby of photography into a business (and not overnight either...but that's another post) thinking it would be different. I've studied, read books, magazines, and blogs, gone to numerous schools and studied under really great photographers and continue to pursue the never ending quest to be good. But the fear of failure is still there and now my heart is wrapped up in images I pray my clients will love. It is worse this time than with accounting because my heart is in it. But I am good and getting better every day, not because it just happens, but because i work very hard at it. My clients do love me and will contintue to. I am not going to let my inner voice change or hinder what I want. One of the things I'm doing as a personal photography project is the #thebethadillychallenge. Just for fun. So everyday I will be posting my image. The first is Resolutions..
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